summertime
May 28, 2009 at 2:10 am | In ramblings | 2 CommentsTags: beach, driving, jobs, school, summer, updates, vacation, weather
Updates here have been sporadic at best. My posts have trickled from once every few days to two or three times a month, and that’s when I have something to post. I have to say I am rather disappointed, about my lack of posts as well as the severe lack of content on the days I decide to update.
So let’s see how this post turns out…
Summer is finally here, the long awaited vacation time. I know for most people this is the three month period when we all try to find jobs so that we actually have money to spend when we go hang out. As for me, job hunting has had abysmal results. I can’t really say for sure whether it is due to the crappy economy or because of my lackluster attempts at searching. I think I’m going to go with a little bit of both. As much as I want, and need, the income I just don’t want to have to work. Summer used to be a time for hanging out and having fun, although it hasn’t been like that for me since the summer I turned 16. Not that I didn’t have fun, but I really wished that I had more time with friends rather than working my summer days away. And it’s been so long since I’ve been on vacation, I think I’m due for one in the next year or so.
Summer also means driving lessons for me. Yay! Aren’t you all just so excited to have me on the roads? I am only partially looking forward to that. I am impatient to get my license because I don’t like having to rely on other people if I need to get somewhere at school. Or relying on the buses, both Stony and Suffolk. But other than it being convenient I don’t really care for it now that I think about it. The more I think about driving the lazier I feel, but that may just my mindset right now due to my sleepiness. I had a lot of fun the one time I was in the driver’s seat, but that was only because I didn’t have to worry about any rules and could just do whatever I wanted. Hopefully I can do okay this summer and get that car up to school…
I had a lot of fun last summer. I’m looking forward to seeing how this summer turns out. So far, not too great. The lack of job and vacation prospects really dampens my spirits right now. The weather hasn’t been up to par either. I know Suki and I (amongst a whole bunch of other people) have been craving to go beaching for a while now. I’m hoping the weather catches up soon. And we work out the whole transportation thing when we do. But I’m gonna keep my fingers crossed for that. Beaching’s my favorite part of summer.
i’d like to dedicate this song…
April 30, 2009 at 3:17 am | In ramblings | 3 CommentsTags: dedicate, song
…to all the people who have a problem with me. Enjoy.
ladies and gentlemen…
March 24, 2009 at 12:59 am | In ramblings | Leave a CommentTags: amusing, loud drunk, sushi cake
I am a loud drunk. Yesterday was the first time I let myself over-drink. It was an interesting experience but not one I’m going to repeat soon, I think. I talk a lot and very loudly, I don’t know about other people but I found myself to be pretty amusing. AND no puking or passing out or hangover, score!
On another note, it’s my friend’s birthday today and I’m going to make him a sushi cake — ’cause like me he doesn’t like cake that much. I’m looking forward to seeing how that turns out since I have extremely limited sushi making ingredients. Oh the dilemma of not living near Asian supermarkets. I hope it’s not too bland looking…
And that’s all for my little blurb of an update. Ciao!
whoosh!
March 14, 2009 at 1:53 am | In ramblings | 5 CommentsTags: COLD, drug, freezing, friends, whoosh
It’s just to typical how fast things can change, lol. But that’s just how life is!
Just gotta roll with it. ;]
In other news, I froze my ass off today coming back to the city because it was imperative that I stand in the cold decieving weather. :[ Oh the things I do for my friends<3. It’ll be worth it later tonight, but I think that’s one experience I won’t be repeating… anytime soon. >>;
P.S. I apparently have this BIG thing for guys who are bad for me (I refuse to call them by your word, my dears lols). Send me to rehab, ’cause they suck me in like a drug. ;O
weekend <3
March 2, 2009 at 8:52 pm | In ramblings | 5 CommentsTags: update, weekend
It’s been a while since I’ve updated…
I’m just going to do a quick update, mostly for myself to look back on in the future. Things have been going up and down for a while. Totally sucked. But some interesting things have developed in the course of my trying to deal with the bad stuff. I really REALLY like weekends now, haha. ;x That’s all for now I guess.
ss yay! ;p
quand s’arrĂȘtera-t-il?
February 14, 2009 at 12:38 am | In ramblings | 1 CommentTags: stupid jenn
You would have thought that I’d have learned my lesson by now, but no. I need to stop being stupid. And stop being so nice to others who might or might not deserve it.
sorry, but…
February 8, 2009 at 6:53 am | In ramblings | 3 CommentsTags: bye
…if you had told me directly, I wouldn’t have tried to maintain some semblance of normality talking with you.
Bye.
the simplest thing in life can sometimes also be the hardest
February 2, 2009 at 12:16 pm | In ramblings | 1 CommentTags: BE HAPPY
BE HAPPY.
qing fei de yi
January 14, 2009 at 6:21 pm | In ramblings | Leave a CommentTags: 'those' moments, qing fei de yi, random, regrets, rollercoaster
I really like that song a lot, especially when you pay attention and realize what the lyrics are saying.
Anyway, I feel like I’m on a rollercoaster sometimes. Not something like KingdaKa but something that dips up and down a lot. But for the most part I go through that ride with a smile or a laugh even though parts of it scare the heck out of me.
Do you ever have one of those moments where you’re just going about your business one minute all la la la and then the next minute you get one of those “Oh shit! I (insert sudden unexpected realization).” I had one of those recently in the past few weeks. Even though it has a bad undertone I can’t help but want to enjoy it while it lasts (which I have been.) Although if I were smarter I would have taken a different course of action. But obviously I am not, so just gotta make the best of the situation while it is present.
(I know I tend to be really random because I usually just type about whatever comes up in my head.)
Well last night (or was is two nights ago?) I was talking to a friend, who I guess I would consider my first love. He said I’m a really mean ex even though we never went out, which I found hilarious. He asked me a lot of stuff about the past. One of them was did I ever feel bad about the money, time, etc. I spent on him. And I honestly answered no. The reason for this is because to me this is all in the past. It’s all happened already so there’s nothing that can be altered about it. Even though I might act or say differently sometimes I think that there should be no regrets for the past, present or future. Because it doesn’t do you any good to regret stuff. All you can really do is just learn from what you did and come out a better and smarter individual.
But what do I know, I’m just Jenn. Lol. ;P
off the top of my head…
January 6, 2009 at 4:54 am | In ramblings | 1 CommentTags: new year, resolutions
New Years Eve was fun, New Years Day not so much. Which is why it’s been this long until I wrote anything for the new year.
I tend to not make resolutions because I pretty much never keep them. But here’s just some off the top of my head that I would really like to keep:
- smile more (and I have regardless of my mood, I laugh more too
) - take more pictures (of people, places, things); just more pictures in general
- meet someone new, because that’s always fun
- do something I’ve never done before
- get my license, so I don’t have to always depend on others for a ride ;x
- get my family to stay out of my love life (!)
But anyway… new year, new opportunities, new everything. Even though things are looking down for the start of a new year, things will always get better. At least I like to think so.
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