head over heels

So one of my volunteers thinks that in 5 years I’ll be a mother.

I must say I’d have to disagree. My sister is 24 now, not engaged yet and most certainly not giving me any nieces or nephews anytime soon. I really can’t see myself as a mommy at 25. It still seems like such a young age to already have kids although I know many people do. One student at the program I teach at is 10 or 11 and their mom is only 25. Yikes. It just seems to me like I should be doing something else at that time in my life. Who knows what though, I certainly don’t.

Which brings me to another point… I have no idea what I’m doing right now. Everyone around me seems to be so ambitious and sure of themselves. Meanwhile, I’m always doubting myself and my decisions.

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I had this whole long post to write but I have suddenly lost the inspiration to write it.

But then again, I guess that’s just how I am.